bump
i can run, i can race for hours and hours
and don't stop
i can float i can fly to the highest
mountain top i can breathe you, i can drink in your laugh
i can live on your smile i can trip and if i can fall into your arms I can
stay there my whole life
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can stare; i can memorize your face, your hands, your hair
every part of you
i can cut off any loose ends and not even wanna keep a few
i can speak to you so honestly i can't even run any game
i can hear a million angels singing in my ears
when i say your name
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can't smile, can't dream like a child
can't feel safe in this wide world without you
i can't go can't disturb this flow
can't begin to know what i would do
i can't see, can't find strength to be
rather not be me without you
i can't deal, i can't even feel , without you i'm not real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
...for real by amel larrieux
for real
i can run, i can race for hours and hours
and don't stop
i can float i can fly to the highest
mountain top i can breathe you, i can drink in your laugh
i can live on your smile i can trip and if i can fall into your arms I can
stay there my whole life
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can stare; i can memorize your face, your hands, your hair
every part of you
i can cut off any loose ends and not even wanna keep a few
i can speak to you so honestly i can't even run any game
i can hear a million angels singing in my ears
when i say your name
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can't smile, can't dream like a child
can't feel safe in this wide world without you
i can't go can't disturb this flow
can't begin to know what i would do
i can't see, can't find strength to be
rather not be me without you
i can't deal, i can't even feel , without you i'm not real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
i can live
i can love
i can be better with you,
for real
i can hear
i can feel
i can see
i can tell
you are for real
...for real by amel larrieux
and so she sees me or so it seems
and so she sees me
or so it seems
what she sees is seemingly
but really not me
'cause what she sees
is what she wants to see
and she's certainly not seeing me
she's seeing someone else
someone other than me
she's seeing who she wants to see
though she thinks she's seeing me
this leads her to believe
that she's seeing me
though we both know,
as has so been stated,
it is certainly not me
but, i will let her see who she so chooses
and hope one day she really sees me
did somebody say birthday?
if you happen to be thinking about what to get a said person for his upcoming birthday or christmas present...
...get him this!!
The 80s classic starring Marla Gibbs, who first gained a following by playing Florence on the Jeffersons, is back with the complete first season, as the witty, wisecracking housewife Mary, whose husband, Lester, is a contractor; they have a fourteen year old daughter named Brenda, and together this small household go through the trials and tribulations of Anyfamily, USA. Mary becomes enmeshed in the lives not only of her own family, but of her best friend Rose Lee Holloway, with whom she often sits on the stoop of their building and discusses the matters of the day. Frequently, these include the activities of the feisty upstairs neighbor, Sandra, played by Jackee, and the lovable but gossipy next door neighbor, Pearl. This DVD also includes previously unavailable interviews with the actors.
that feeling
here comes that feeling again
where i begin to digress
into that state of lofty oblivion
where i end up finding myself completely and wholeheartedly hopeless
...
it comes sometimes when i first arise
when i haven't a love to meet my eyes
and yet it happens in the black of night
when love is forever beyond my sight
despite my vigor, my rage, and attempts
i fall back, stumbling, winding up bent
unable to straighten my tattered limbs
for love is not here, not here again
but the love i lack at this point in time
is not that which one may normally find
for it is not the love of admiration
nor is it the love of sweet elation
the love i lack in my efforts today
is the love that keeps me from becoming dismayed
struck with fear, dread, and consternation
i digress into my state of deep frustration
with temptations tempting all sensations
i digress into my state of deep frustration
for i have not within me the love to carry on
i have not within me the love upon
which i can rest my dreary lonesome
and ask to help me somehow find some
remedy to the completion of the tasks ahead
that i fail to complete or even begin in my head
after hours and lifetimes staring at the screen
i am lost without this love in me
i will continue to stare, maybe blink now and then
until i feel the time has finally come when
i should either jostle down these treasures of thought
or accept defeat and know love has not
found its way back into my soul
nor made a promise to me to console
the fear, dread, and consternation
that chip away at my fragile foundation
with this moment leading to desperation
i digress
still without
love's
sweet
salvation
moving on
i've decided to move my 'journal' to this 'blogger' site because i get more features (cool) for free (double cool).
*shed a tear for the easyjournal
**wipe the tear away and move on
so far today i...
-woke up at 1pm as i have the past three days (me thinks something wicked this way comes)
-ate a banana and the rest of my prunes (me knows something wicked this way comes)
-sent money to my u.s. bank account through a fake ebay auction (a result of not wanting to succomb to the drawn out processes of the u.k. banking system)
-have ate 3/4 of my bowl of soup
for the remainder of today i...
-may go to the grocery store
-may not go to the grocery store
-will probably work on a paper
-will contemplate the meaning of life and talents of others
my previous lives
for facets of my previous lives please go here: http://koppe100.easyjournal.com
