dark love song

so i try to scribble down the dapperness i feel
just so i can hide myself from the heart that longs to find me
it should seem so easy when i can feel it beating in me
but i can't let it effect the emotions that aren't real

so these emotions stir up hurricanes
and pour down heavy on my soul
my pride is washed away although
it'll surely dry up within a period of days

so these days go by over and over and once more
i dry up, i crack up, i live desperate for anything
that can somehow fill the depths deeply dividing
the emotional tiles so precicesly defined on the floor
of my love

so this dark love song
is muddled all around
love doesn't make a sound
love does not belong

so this layout of my ability to love
is not one planned for the betterment of possibilities
these divisions permit only certain abilities
to present a formidable strength tough enough

so this strength is one of pure happenstance
no commonality does it share
though i try to spread it here and there
still i'm forced to leave it up to chance

so this chance may come as it so chooses
and i hope it comes in due time
and i hope it overcomes a lack of rhyme
so that my dark love song is the one that loses
to my love

so this dark love song
is muddled all around
love doesn't make a sound
love does not belong

in this dark love song
love does not belong